2 Samuel 11:11-13

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September 21,2017
“Uriah said to David, ‘The ark and Israel and Judah dwell in booths, and my lord Joab and the servants of my lord are camping in the open field. Shall I then go to my house, to eat and to  drink and to lie with my wife? As you live, and as your soul lives, I will not do this thing.’ Then David said to Uriah, ‘Remain here today also, and tomorrow I will send you back.’ So Uriah remind in Jerusalem that day and the next. And David invited him, and he ate in his presence and drank, so that he made him drunk. And in the evening he went out to lie on his couch with the servants of his lord, but he did not go down to his house.”
2 Samuel 11:11-13

We all have plans. We all have our ways to which we run to when we want our way. Not in a million years did I think I would be living in Guatemala, away from my family and learning Spanish. Doing things I never saw myself doing and stretching farther than I ever thought I could. Three months ago if it were up to me I would be going to Africa and then coming home and settling down to get married and having kids. What a life right? Looking back to those desires now I just laugh. Of course those desires are still in my heart for one day, but what God has shown me and what He has brought me through these past three months don’t even compare to my dreams and plans. I was so focused on location and not focus on the change that God wanted to do in my life. The God I know doesn’t come close to what I thought He was like 3 months ago. Far greater then my little mind could wrap around. He continues to blow my mind and show me parts of myself that I didn’t know about. All I want and all I could ever ask for is more and more of Him. I don’t want to do things my own way, I don’t want to run off again. I want to be at His right hand walking with Him everyday. My application is to write out the 5 biggest things God has done in my life these past 3 months.

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