Field Time Week 7

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“And He said to me, ‘My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness.’ Therefore most gladly I will rather boast in my infirmities that the power of Christ may rest upon me.”
2 Corinthians 12:9

This week wore me out. I am exhausted, but this promise I hold on to. So many times I run to sleep to find rest and to reenergize me, but coming to the conclusion that no matter how much I sleep I still remain tired. I have fallen short, I have been lacking and I have wasted so much time this week seeking in everything but the Lord. Sleep and food only gives me temporary strength. No matter how much I try to avoid the conviction that I haven’t been spending enough time with the Lord, He reveals it to me. My heart can’t live off temporary, I need the Lord everyday at every hour of my life. “My grace is sufficient for you” gives me rest in knowing that no matter how many times I mess up, I still receive a love that I don’t deserve. “My strength is made perfect in weakness” gives me hope that He isn’t finished with me yet and that His plans are perfect for my life. I know that the Lord will break me through this funk I am in, but only when I fully surrender my heart, time and life to Him. He is waiting for me to make the first move and I can’t shy away from the fact that I haven’t been doing my part in this relationship. I want Him to break me again. I want to feel Him again. I want to put Him first again. 

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