Colossians 3:20

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August 17, 2017
“Children, obey your parents in the Lord, for this is right.” Ephesians 6:1
“Children, obey your parents in everything, for this pleases the Lord.” Colossians 3:20
Crazy how everything comes back around. God does not leave things unseen. And I thought I could leave a lot of things unseen. Things that I never thought I would have to talk about and things that I wanted to leave in the past. But when those things involve lying they will never go unseen. Crazy that the two people that have this unconditional love for me would be the ones I hurt the most. Nothing that they did, but my own selfish ambitions and my own pride. I was in a relationship that neither one of them agreed to and as they gave me everything I could ever ask for, I still chose to go behind their backs and do things I was not suppose to. From telling them I was somewhere, but being somewhere else to even lying in my time here to them. Breaking their hearts over and over again, but they still chose to love me. Sad that my own flesh was more important than their feelings and sad that the guy I was with didn’t protect me from all that he should of. I wasn’t protected and I was living a fake life. I am just as at fault as the guy I was with and it was definitely a rough season in my life with a lot of ups and downs knowing I wasn’t pleasing anyone, not even myself. Finally getting caught once again I knew it was time to spill my guts out and tell them what had been going on these past six months. It was hard, but I felt a weight lifted off my shoulders and finally able to let go of so much I have been holding so tight. So thankful for the parents I have and for their unconditional love for me. But these two verses are something I can’t take lightly anymore. My relationship with my parents has to be pleasing to the Lord and I want to really start walking in that. My application is to be completely open to what is going on in my life during FaceTime calls I have with my parents.

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